“Oh hey, what are you doing? I’m drunk and horny.”

I really need to get a lock on my bedroom door, dammit.

I met A. for coffee on Friday, and I’d love to do a longer post about it… That will have to come after my final exams are over in two days. For my purposes at the moment, I’ll just say it went well enough that I masturbated with him on the phone again that night and he FINALLY let me cum.

Hallelujah.

Hallelujah.

So here’s the scene: I’m on my bed, legs bent at the knee and wide open, with my cell phone laying on my chest next to my mouth, a bottle of lube to my left, big purple vibrator in one hand, small black vibrator sticking out of my asshole. I’m flushed in the face. The room probably smells like sweat and pussy.

That’s the moment that my roommate, who has been my very casual FWB for about 6 months now, chose to knock on my door.

And when I say ‘knock,’ I mean that annoying knock that impatient people do, where they begin opening the door as they are knocking. I am certain he saw some amount of scrambling for the covers, but I think I might have gotten away with hiding the gory details of the scene. Make no mistake, this guy (I’ll refer to him as Convenient Cock) loves to give me shit about whatever he can. I think that vibe up the ass would have given him some good material.

No, it wasn't quite that sexy. But feel free to picture me this way.

No, it wasn’t quite that adorable. But feel free to picture me this way.

Luckily for me, Convenient Cock didn’t really have his wits about him. He was wearing his ‘adorably stupid’ face that night.

“Oh hey, what are you doing?” he asked. “…Were you sleeping? I just got back.” No kidding.

When I asked him what was up, he smiled just as adorably and stupidly and said, “Ummm. Well, I’m drunk and horny.” He’s a straight shooter, that one.

Even if A. and I become an official, serious Dom/sub pair, there are never going to be rules about sleeping with other people. He’s married, for Christ’s sake — if you didn’t read my earlier post, yes, she is aware of his exploits. Our dynamic will never be more than part-time, and that’s what I want right now. Anyone else do a part-time arrangement like this? Did you hit any snags in terms of jealousy or boundaries?

Anyway, long story short (because I have to go study!): after A. allowed me to cum — twice — I rinsed myself off and hopped over to Convenient’s room to wrap up the night. As per A.’s request, I did not touch myself during sex to help me get off. My orgasms are not to belong to me anymore.

It feels great to fuck Convenient Cock. His cock is smooth and straight and a perfect, full, 6-7 inches. He hits my angles right, and his thrusts are strong and well-timed. When he took my anal virginity a couple months ago, he was surprisingly caring and responsive. And Convenient is the only guy with whom I’ve had good ‘spooning’ sex — which is a total winning play formation for the morning round.

In short, it’s nice, fun, vanilla sex. Which, yes, I can heartily enjoy, just not quite with the same depth of arousal as when I’m a submissive. I get the sense that not everyone can get off on vanilla sex. Is is something that becomes less arousing with time, as you get further into BDSM? Am I ruining my vanilla pleasure potential?

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